Not feeling well, not feeling good.

Well, this had been my signature on xiaonei.com from the end of last term to the beginning of this term. I've changed it for some other words, but can depression be deleted as easily as an online signature?
Perhaps it's because I'm having my period in a few days. I'm expecting it, but it doesn't come on/in time, as usual.
Suddenly became depressed early this evening. No suitable clothes to wear for tomorrow; no job; still less hope to join the company where I'm doing part-time job - yes, I'm still hopeing for the hopeless; and the decision to attend the job fairs in the coming weekend; and yes, I'm fed up with living with other people, with no personal space and no personal feelings.
Some university classmate said last night that if my future job is in Hongkou district, I could rent the same room with her. Oh, no. Thank you. You sure you were being sincere? Even if you were, well, I'd say more "thank you"s, but, "No".
I'm being perverse, and I've always been.
Dad must be still holding fast to the belief that his daughter will surely do better than others. Hehe. If only I could be cold-hearted enough! so that I wouldn't care whether I would disappoint him or not, or whether I would lose his or my own face or not.
It's only too fair to say that the graduates of this year is among the most miserable. Well, there were those American graduates during the Great Depression. Still, there are always people living and dying in war. Cheered up? Hardly so. But at least I won't commit suicide. And when I finally find a job, perhaps I will smile at this blog miserably, again.

Finally, 太白——刬却君山好，平铺湘水流。巴陵无限酒，醉杀洞庭秋　　　signature of my qq, 9 Mar. 2009.

补（群）：唐时汪伦者，泾川豪士也，闻李白将至，修书迎之，诡云：‘先生好游乎？此地有十里桃花。先生好饮乎？此地有万家酒店。’李欣然至。乃告云：‘桃花者，潭水名也，并无桃花。万家者，店主人姓万也，并无万家酒店。’李大笑，款留数日。